I’m deleting my Tumblr this is the last straw.

I’m done.

I’m fucking done.

This is as personal as I’ll ever get publicly on Tumblr. I don’t know why these things are happening but it fucking blows. Every single day since Friday I’ve been crying. I crawl up into a ball and I just feel like everything is going to blow up inside of me. I feel under-appreciated and I’m just sick of this. I can’t enjoy my teenage years and I’ll never be able to. I’m worried that I’ll always feel this way. My parents don’t understand how hard I work to help out in the house. I feel like they have no idea what’s going on inside of me. I feel like a drone. Every time I’m in class I feel like walking out and never coming back. I just can’t deal with this anymore. It’s like I’m not even here. They never care. No one cares. I can’t stand being in this house all of the time. I hate being not able to be happy. It’s like I’ll never be good enough. They just don’t see the real me. At least pretend to be content with me. I don’t want to be with anyone. No one will ever make me happy. I just feel like people take every part of me and eventually no feelings will be left. Just a void a fucking void that will never cease to grow. I’ve grown up so fast and I’ll never be able to take all of this time back.

I’m fucking miserable.